and i'm going to miss it. so many great laughs in there, and so many tears. i cried when i read both of my pieces, and i cried during other people's pieces just because i know how it feels to have gone through what they did. it was really emotional, both in a sad and happy way. it was just an all-around great time. Pilar and her "SQUUUAAAAK". that was too good, Jess.

well, i decided i cannot be mad at Michael no matter how much I want to be. I just can't be mad at him. He's just impossible to be angry with. I am really hurt by what he did, and I want to be mad at him, but i just can't be. i sure do miss him though.

well, that other boy won't be home all weekend and i'm going to miss talking to him. yeah, it's only a weekend, but talking to him just makes me happy, and i just don't get where people think he's an asshole. he's not an asshole at all. at least not to me. he's actually one hell of an amazingly sweet person. i, for some reason, think it's very adorable how, when we're walking on opposite sides of the hall, and even if there are tons of people between us, he somehow always finds a way to grab my hand and smile. it's just cute.

"what's the use in tryin'?
all you get is pain.
when i needed sunshine,
i got rain."

EDIT --------->>> 7:53 PM

step-parents suck. my mom got changed to new hours and now, i don't get to see her at all before school, and she doesn't get home until around 6:30 or so in the evening. we were heading downtown to drop a deposit in the bank, pick up the pizza, and go to Jim's and stuff, and I said I wanted to go with mom since I never get to see her, but no, Jeff (my fucking step-dad) had to butt in and say, "no, i'll go." and i could've still gone, but being with mom when he's there too just isn't the same. so, i looked right at jeff, and said: "ya know what, FUCK YOU. you have to be right up mom's ass all the time, and I'M her daughter, and I think i deserve some fucking time with her too you prick" then mom got all pissed off. i shouldn't have told Jeff that, but he just doesn't GET IT. he's trying to shove me out of my mom's life and it's not going to happen. if only that boy was home to make me feel better.. but he won't be home until sunday evening sometime.

welll...
sometimes I do think he's quite the asshole, but then other times he is SO freakin nice. It's just not normal..
» amyL07 on 2004-11-12 03:34:03

I for one wouldnt care if you dated him.. I wouldnt think less of you.. yadda yadda yadda
» amyL07 on 2004-11-12 03:34:31

haha
thanks amy =)
» chells420 on 2004-11-12 05:09:15

oh
and I completely understand where your coming from with the step-father thing, but once you talk to your mom about it.. it'll be fine. :o)
» amyL07 on 2004-11-12 07:26:27

yes...
I do have a pretty good bird call.., yeah know.. i like to amuse ppl.. and you and Kevin and Sierra sure got a kick out of it.. i had to admit.. it was damn good! I love you MEHO
» AustinSoty on 2004-11-12 10:16:42

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